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About Me Member Emotional Poet John Perkins18/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Lost ForeverI attempted to write so many times  And show you the way I feel  But again I fail and I can't help but notice  That my fate must be sealed   
I see these things that happen to me  The tiniest emotions in their faces  They can't hide it from me  Not even the smallest traces   
I will never tell you to love me  I would never expect so much  You're just a friend  And I'm just not in touch   
I feel so distant from everyone I know  Even when I'm holding them in my arms  I fear then being torn away from me  I would never let them come to harm   
The Lost Forever
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I Once ThoughtI once thought that  Having a lot of friends was so very, very important  But it's never quantity, it's quality  Because if they can't help, it's time to break out the anti-depressants   
I once thought that  I was only as strong as my best friend  But being abandoned made me so much stronger  But now anger and sadness push me t'wards my end   
I once thought that  No matter how bad things may seem  There will always be a light at the end of the tunnel  But sometimes that tunnel is so long that you can only dream   
I once thought that  No matter how down I was or I Once Thought
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Nami's Diary Day 1I don't know percisely when I started hating myself  I just remember it as a turning point in my life  I remember waking up that morning  I remember looking in the mirror  And I remember the rush of emotions that took control  I don't trust anything anymore  And sometimes I need to escape  I assume we all need to escape sometimes  But I couldn't run far enough  Fast enough  And I ended up in the exact same place  Right here  Now of course it's metaphorically speaking  But I wish I didn't know what was coming next  The more I build myself up  The faster I'm going to fal Nami's Diary Day 1
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If OnlyAnger fills my every pore  As I grip the knife ever so firm  Evil grins  Filled with sins  I lust for power  I need it now  Whatever stands in-between  Is going down  I lick the blood from the blade  Dreamy scents  Signal my decent  With the laughter of a madman  I thrust it in the sand  If only I had the will  If only I had killed  I would chop out this part of me  This thing I hate so much  Take the fury and throw it away  Laugh and walk away  Back to everything I threw astray If Only
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Wed Jun 10, 2009, 9:10 PM
Oh, yes, I am still around, I'm stronger, I'm feeling happy, I wrote a poem, see! It actually helped a lot, I needed to write so bad, get out some feelings, but I didn't know if I could, I was so down you wouldn't believe it... Not suicidal, but to the point where I didn't care...

We should talk sometime? I have a lot of watchers? You can just add me? It will be fun, meet someone new? I don't like dealing with Email *blech* but hey! If you email me, I might just respond...

Yahoo - ornami_49@yahoo.com
Myspace - [link]
Myyearbook - (now this thing is new... I have no idea how you would add me, a friend introduced it to me a day or 2 ago, but it's cool because with the fake money from the site you can make donations to various causes like sending care packages to soldiers, or making teddy bears to poor children(I think) or donating time to research for various diseases...) If you want to try and add me, I'm John Perkins on that site?

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  • Mood: Sweet
  • Listening to: Five Finger Death Punch - The Bleeding
  • Reading: Text in Final Fantasy X
  • Watching: Comedy Central when I'm not playing games
  • Playing: Final Fantasy X, Wild Arms 3 and Way of the Samuri
  • Eating: I had a failure of a chicken wrap earlier?
  • Drinking: My failure of a juice concoction...

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  • Current Residence: Where I am right now...
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: XL
  • Interests: Just... being alive, and video games
  • Favourite movie: I'm not sure anymore
  • Favourite band or musician: Currently... everything...
  • Favourite genre of music: Alt. Rock/Indie
  • Favourite artist: Check friends list*
  • Favourite poet or writer: Poe
  • Favourite photographer: My close friends
  • Favourite style of art: Paintings, but comics too
  • Operating System: XP or Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Anything that can play and not lag
  • Shell of choice: Turtle
  • Wallpaper of choice: IDC
  • Skin of choice: Human
  • Favourite game: LoZ games, most video games that aren\'t sports related
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo Wii, PC, PS1, GC, X-b 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: Solid Snake
  • Personal Quote: Whats written down in my mind is so perfect if I could say it to you
  • Tools of the Trade: a keyboard, music, pen, paper, friends....

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~Grimmjow17 Dec 10, 2008, 8:10:47 PM
Meow.

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There'll be something missing. And now that you found it, it's gone. Just when you feel it, you don't. It's gone forever.
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Mood: Wow! *Atomic-Chocograph Dec 10, 2008, 10:14:54 AM
Wow, thank you for the watch! :hug:

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This user is not a natural formation.
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~ornami Dec 10, 2008, 8:42:21 PM
YOU DESERVE IT! *5 thumbs up!*

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Like Play-doh, no matter what shapes you mold me into, no matter how impressively magnificent, I usually end up crushed....
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~Sheamaru Nov 16, 2008, 8:14:43 PM
Ah, well, thank you. I'm terrible with poetry, though I wouldn't say it's not as difficult as prose. It's simply a different kind of difficulty.

Thank you for the compliments though.

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York: What can I tell ya? It's just one of the things that makes us human, D.
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~ornami Nov 17, 2008, 12:32:48 PM
No need for thanks when someone truely deserves it lol, btw, I was wondering, Do you know who this is, And no cheating and going into my gallery to find my ID ^-^ I can give hints?

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Like Play-doh, no matter what shapes you mold me into, no matter how impressively magnificent, I usually end up crushed....
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~Sheamaru Nov 17, 2008, 5:51:55 PM
Actually, I figured it out after your first comment. Though, for the sake of privacy, I won't post it here.

Though I am wondering how you knew who I was, as I never post my name online unless it's in private chat.

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York: What can I tell ya? It's just one of the things that makes us human, D.
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~ornami Nov 17, 2008, 7:10:50 PM
Oh, We have a mutual friend, that's how I found your page, I wasn't just going around looking at ID's.... I don't usually tell people about my dA for obvious reasons.

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Like Play-doh, no matter what shapes you mold me into, no matter how impressively magnificent, I usually end up crushed....
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~ornami Nov 17, 2008, 7:08:10 PM
Oh, it's easy, I recognize you in your ID, after all, I did have a class with you in middle school, back when i like, idolized you, and don't worry, you can feel free to tell me who you think I am, I wouldn't doubt that your probably right, lol

Most people don't think it's me, apparently, I'm far too different online compared to my RL persona.

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Like Play-doh, no matter what shapes you mold me into, no matter how impressively magnificent, I usually end up crushed....
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~Sheamaru Nov 18, 2008, 6:32:03 AM
You...idolized me? I can't say I'm the best choice for something like that. And actually, I completely forgot about my ID.

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York: What can I tell ya? It's just one of the things that makes us human, D.
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=ShePaintsWithBlood Nov 11, 2008, 10:37:08 PM
Hello,
How are you doing? I hope you are well as it has been awhile since I have heard from you. Then, I keep not being around much lately due to some things either. So how are you? :blackrose:

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