I attempted to write so many times
And show you the way I feel
But again I fail and I can't help but notice
That my fate must be sealed

I see these things that happen to me
The tiniest emotions in their faces
They can't hide it from me
Not even the smallest traces

I will never tell you to love me
I would never expect so much
You're just a friend
And I'm just not in touch

I feel so distant from everyone I know
Even when I'm holding them in my arms
I fear then being torn away from me
I would never let them come to harm

They are my friends and I already miss them
when they are with me, I already mourn
If to protect my sanity
It's my mind fucking thorn

I don't sleep at night any more
I can't stand those nightmares
Sometimes so scary, it hurts
I just need someone I'm sure who cares

Good friends are hard to find
And I know I have them in my hands
But sometimes my mind plays tricks on me
And they slip through like grains of sand

I just need time
To try and find myself again
Because if I don't, I'll be lost forever
And being lost forever, I'll go insane