It's never shined brighter
Then when it's been so far away
It seems so amazing
When I want it again everyday
It hurt so bad to have it here
The feeling disappeared
Now I want to love again
But memories pains is something to fear
Afraid to love once again
I just have to live another day
And If it comes back to me
I can just focus on the pain
I try to act like nothings wrong
Listening to old Johnny Cash songs
Singing every word from heart
Just to show that I still hurt
My anger overcomes that pain
And a flurry of fists fly high and heavy
They ask me if I'm still sane
I say I'm no longer one of the many
I wish I didn't hate this anymore
I wish I could just sing my lyrics
It hurts me all the way down to the core
I will never be able to forget it
Like real life, my story doesn't have a happy ending
It's like the messages I keep sending
She said that I was just lonely
Maybe it's because no one needs me
I hate it here with out her
She was my only shelter
And now I'm out in the rain
Without an ending that leaves me sane