I guess nothing I could say would help nor can I compare at all with the emotions that you are feeling so I will not try to be cool and do so. I will pray though, for both you and him. I am sure you are a wonderful friend to him so there is no way that if he does die, he will die unhappy. I have no idea what you would do...but I guess poetry is probably a good vent to start with. What would we do without art?

P.S. I am sorry I have not been around, there are a lot of reasons for my inactivity internet-wise but I am not trying to ignore you at all. Also, I noticed your ID saying you hate when people tell you to cut your hair, I know how that feels. Never cut it for any reason other than you solely wanting to, never listen to this jacked up world that cannot handle what it cannot have or do not understand. Keep that hair.

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I'm so sorry, and I will also pray for you and your friend. I can only imagine that you are caught in an incredibly terrible position in between hope and despair. Keep your friend as part of your life, even after he is gone.