Not really, I'm like mentally dead, I posted them there poems an just went .... wha..? So now I'm like >.> and watchin me some DBZ all over agian mainly cuz I ain't got nothing better to do... ohhhhh wellllll

Anyway, I has an idea for a kinda... contest, but it's still in the works, I was wondering if anyone would be interested in judging and/or participating in a contest? (you wouldn't be judging your own works) If so, messege me ^-^

Talk to ya later

P.S. HAPPY EASTER, I had written an easter based poem, but it sucked so much that I'll either rewrite it or just... save the idea for later

I had just spent the past two days in the freezing cold, as the power had gone out for 49 hours, and it got cold, it's better now, but still

I told the girl I like, I... well like her... I'm hopin it won't make things too akward, ^-^

I've got new poems around here somewhere, I'll get em' up as soon as I can

There are many things that are going on... To many for me to continue, as you can see, poetry has become more and more active recently, a friend has said it's my best work yet, yet I'm at my worst, the person I like is the one girl right now I couldn't do anything about... Why? Cuz I'm a loser, I suck when It comes to dating and the such, the Gf's I've had have come from shear luck and they always end horribly for me because I get attached... It's been a while since I just sat down and seperated my thoughts, and it's getting harder and harder to keep track of my life... I'm getting sick, both physically and mentally... I feel more dead then alive, and the friends I have I can't tell anything about my problems because of a pact I made myself... It just sucks to be a loser doesn't it...

I've been asking around. To see if anyone shares the same perspective of love as me. I know that Love is a very hard subject to even relate to. But recently, I've just been think a lot about. About how openly we use a term that can mean so much, but also mean so little. I've seen people fall heartbroken, because they put faith in a word when their partner just used it like a swear word. Then I think about how I used it. When I used it, I seriously thought I ment it... But It's not until half-way to something meaningful, is when I realize that I have nothing, and I've been using a word, building confidence, and setting myself up to fall 10 stories out the building. luckly, I survived right? I learned from my first relationship right? wrong, I did the same thing agian, and just fell out, but maybe that time I had a parachute? maybe I was too prepared... But I still set myself up time and time agian...

Obviously, I was going to ask about your opinion on love, not just love, but the word... Love... but that ended up being a rant....But comment how you will... I need sleep

I'll update more tommorrow...

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RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Put this on your journal.
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If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Running Away - Three Days Grace

How would you describe yourself?
Twister - Saliva


What do you like in a guy/girl?
Why Don't You Get A Job? - The Offspring

How do you feel today?
Psycho - System of a Down

What is your life's purpose?
Listening - The Used

What is your motto?
For Reasons Unknown - The Killers

What do your friends think of you?
Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For the Two of Us - My Chemical Romance
Is it calling me gay, or a very vain person...

What do you think of your parents?
Love Like Winter - AFI

What do you think about very often?
After Me - Saliva
True, I constantly think about what's constantly chasing me...

What is 2 + 2?
All That I've Got - The Used
Sad isn't it ):

What do you think of your best friend?
Lackluster - Saliva
Not true...

What do you think of the person you like?
Pain - Three Days Grace
Maybe...

What is your life story?
Shattered By Broken Dreams - Avenged Sevenfold
Damn... depressing

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Conspiracy Of One - The Offspring
Hehe, I'm already a conspiracy

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Hit That - The Offspring
lmafao

What will you dance to at your wedding?
I Wish You Were Here - Matchbook Romance
....

What will they play at your funeral?
Never Too Late - Three Days Grace
....

What is your hobby/interest?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Protecting loved ones? yes...

What is your biggest fear?
Rest In Pieces - Saliva
Death? almost true..

What is your biggest secret?
It's Been Awhile - Staind

What do you think of your friends?
My List - The Killers
....

What will you post this as?
Waking Up - Funeral For a Friend
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Okay enough with that... I do like those quizs, It shows how sucky my life will be cuz I only listen to depressing music basically...

anyway... I hope you guys are having a fun time? are you? I've been bored... seriously... everyone is busy or something...